No one else to keep me warm tonight but Mr. Envy.
Let me just be honest with myself for once; I can not function in society.
I need to reawaken my artistic experience. I need a creative renaissance.
I feel so out-of-tune today.
I have been cradling this sadness and incubating my melancholy for too long.
All my anxieties had a party today.
I’m just another drop in the human pond; I blend seamlessly.
I wonder what it’s like to live. I know I’m living now, but I’m not LIVING.
I remember when that teacher said that his students weren’t special. I understand where he’s coming from, but there are times when I want to feel special. There are times when I want to glitter while everyone else is gray.
I like spring (although I prefer winter and autumn). I just went outside. It was a little cool, but overall, very nice. There’s an overcast, but when I looked to the back of the house, the sun was still shining, from the west, through translucent clouds. I loved the smell of the air. There’s something wrong with this experience; It all makes me very nostalgic.
I miss winter.
Me trying to talk to people is like trying to slice a loaf of bread with a brick ._.
Hard work DOES pay off………
only if you’re lucky.